I need coffee and a day off

I am in desperate need of coffee. It have not been able to sleep much lately, finances are a concern even though I know in my heart that the Lord provides for all our needs. The lack of sleep makes me incredibly groggy durring the day. Sadly the job I am doing now requires me to be sharp, full of energy and positivity.This is hard to manage when my mind is on my family and how much I am missing out on by being at work so much.

I really enjoy my current position and helping people is great. My concern is that I love my family more than my job. I just don't think that I can do what I was doing, answering the phone more than 60 times a day, and that would be my only choice.

The joy of husband having the family business is he has some freedoms to be at Holly's games and thinks like that; the downside is he doesn't make as much money as he could working for a national business that does that same thing.

Such is life and it is in God's hands.

Have a blessed day