History Repeating Itself

Happy Sunday, back to work tomorrow! That's okay, I am off on a new adventure. Learning a new skill, leavng the old behind. I will have a new unit....some of them I know, some of them I don't. I will have a new manager...I am sad to leave Donna and my unit mates behind but excited to experience Jay as a manager and a new type of customer base.

Today I am going to do the same thing we do every Sunday....clean Husband's grandparent's house. I never mind doing it once I am there but for some reason I fuss about it and behave in a resentful manner until we get there and start working. I try to work on this one day at a time but it is just a typical struggle for me with obedience. My flesh wants to do what I want to do.....nothng...it's Sunday morning can't I sleep in (I do); go out to breakfast (we usually have lunch); and just be lazy. (this accomplishes nothing) In the end it generally takes only a few hours and the Grand's are very appreciative. Again, the work itself is not bad and once I am doing it I enjoy it. I just put my mind in neutral and listen to my ipod....it is really a blessing to sort of slow down and accomplish something good for someone else.

I spoke with Holly on Friday and she is doig well. She is learning to drive a stick shift, she is haning out with new friends and cooking dinner for the family one night a week. She has brought up her grades so that she will only have to take one class in summer school! I miss her a lot but am so relieved that she is doing well and staying out of trouble. She will be home for a few weeks in the summer but will most likely go back there for the school year.

This has been kind of long...wow I guess there was a lot I needed to get off my mind. Have a blessed day!