This is a downer post

Sorry but it is.

At this point I should be about 35 weeks pregnant. What that means is that I would be feeling:

*Tired
*Anxious
*Uncomfortable
*Getting ready to take off work for the next 4 months

Atlee would be:

*About 12 inches
*About 5.5 pounds
*Full fingernails
*Developed lungs

Instead I am feeling irritable, sad and more bothered by this than I have in many months and Atlee is having a ball with his great grandparents up in heaven with a fully healed body. I am praying for peace and that I will return to "normal" soon. So please, please, please do not take offense if I seem off putting in the next few weeks. It's not personal.

Good night