Today is Wednesday. I feel great. There was a lot of anxiety about what was going on based on some differing opinions at temple. I have been praying but also feeling like things were out of control. Not very trusting of me but in the end G-d came through as He always does.
It is really hard to have a belief that is different from those you look to for guidance but I don't think it is necessarily unhealthy. One of the best things about it is when you are both able to have a discussion and agree to disagree but still maintain a united front.
It is another matter to have a different view than a family member with whom you are unable to agree to disagree. AHHHHH
At any rate things are going well and I am looking forward to this weekend. There are a few things happening to look forward to such as an even at a local church on Sunday that I am excited and honored to be able to attend.
I was given a glimpse into my possible future life this evening when at temple. Here is a snapshot of a conversation in the hallway with no one around.
Husband: What was the conversation about that I missed.
Me: It was nothing just good talk about Israel
Husband: Okay well I just have one more thing to discuss with Rabbi then we will go.
Me: Good luck
(Talking to Rabbi can often be hard because well....he's the Rabbi and everyone wants to talk to him)
Husband: I know, we'll go home soon. (He walks away)
(Now I love temple and enjoy spending time there but it is going on 9pm I left the house at 8 am ad haven't returned since. I am tired)
Me: (there is no one around NO ONE) *Sigh* Right, that means we are never going home *pout*
Congregant: (who appeared from no where) *chuckle chuckle*
Me: (OMG OMG OMG) *giggle giggle* Have a great evening, see you Shabbbat!
Congregant: *chuckle chuckle* good night.
Yikes!!! Gotta watch my mouth when no one is around.
Wednesday, May 13
It's Wednesday
Posted by Mrs. West at 9:49 PM

