AHHHHH (A Venting Post)

(This is mearly a venting post because I am annoyed and lonely and bored and tired and stir crazy and listening to husband chomp his dinner and I am going to lose it in a minute)


If you wait for other's to "fix you" you will never be fixed. They don't know that just because you have asked them to take you for a drive every single night for the past three nights because you can't stand staying in the house at night you would ask them to do it again. Sure you have been stranded in the house for the entire day but they need a drink of scotch dammit.

Sure you have done nothing but stare at TV and have only one meaningful conversation all day, with your mother who is 100's of miles away, but hey - isn't it different when you are staring at the TV with them instead of by yourself?

So what if you would rather poke out your eyes than spend another minute in this house staring at these walls with or without them. It was a hard day and all they can muster is tanning, coming home having mommy fixing them dinner and then plopping in front of the TV.

Got to move on sometime....have a drink...don't want one? What's wrong?

Nothing honey, nothing at all.